I can finally successfully say I now clearly can see the light! I felt as thought I had to give brith in order to be reborn again. I know it sounds crazy but it's true. Believe it or not I was in a dark place after my son was born and it took a lot of work to get out of it.

I wanted to share what I have been through the past 9 months so other mothers out there know it's ok to feel this way too. Postpartum Depression feels a lot like imposer syndrome and for us actors we already go through that often in life. I constantly feel like I am putting on a show for my son, like it's all an act. He enjoys every performance so much. And any other audience member that watch says I am smiling from ear to ear while I sing and dance with him. They all say I am an excellent mother and I was born to play this role. I just wish I could see it for my self.

Kayden is ready for his close up! My baby was born into stardom on 4/22/22. He was already featured in the Hollywood Reporter in the Hitched, Hatched, Hired section of the May 25th issue. He had is his first professional photo shoot which is featured in the new gallery if you like to check it out on here. And we just created his first resume. He's ready to be that new born baby fresh out of the womb in those ER shows if anyone is looking for an infant that is 22 inches long and 10 lbs. He has gorgeous blue eyes and strawberry blond hair.

And now the real journey begins with my little star baby! That's right folks, I am pregnant and having a boy this April. I always said I wanted to do it Halle Berry style, you know win a couple of awards and then bang out a kid in my 40's after. Well this baby decided to show up a few years early but that's ok Mama got plenty accomplished in her career and it's not ending just because there is a kid on the way. In fact it's just the opposite I think. Every casting wants real families these days. So everything I go out for now will be mommy & me type roles.

Remember when virtual reality was the newest coolest thing! Well the reality of everything going virtual is really hitting us now. It's not necessarily a bad thing. I honestly don't mind how easy it makes life now. Before you had to get all dressed up, walk to the train, maybe make a transfer or two just to get to a long line at a casting that you may or may not be seen at. Now all you have to do is submit your headshot on casting sites such as castingnetworks.com, or actor access.com and wait for them to send you your audition instructions if you are selected.